take heart my dearest. God won't let you down.

darling! I will be praying for you...it is an exciting, yet can be difficult time in our lives when we are waiting...continue to draw near to the Lord! I love you! how are things? how else can I be praying for you? call me sometime!

Court- it has been too long since i've talked to you. WhenI was reading your post, this passage I just read jumped to my mind. "Remember how the Lord your God has led you in the desert for these forty years, taking away your pride and testing you, because he wanted to know what was in your heart. He wanted to  know if you would obey his commands." then it continues... "Obey the commands of the Lord your God, living as he has commanded you and respecting Him. The Lord your God IS bringing you into a good land." deut. 8. The Lord has taught me alot from this chapter, i.e., my injuries and all. (it must be a God thing b/c who reads deuteronomy that often ; ). I know he's telling you the same thing. Hold on court, cuz the light in the dark tunnel is coming. Don't give-up. here's an interesting quote from the margin of my favorite new century bible. " You were intended to live in your Father's house. any place less than his is insufficient. any place far from his is dangerous. Only the home built for your heart can protect your heart. and your Father wants you to dwell in Him." -max lucado. love ya